A Baby, My Baby

I often think of you even though I haven't had unsure of if I'm ever going to have you. I sometimes think of what you would look like who your father would be would he be able to look after you and me. Knowin I want a boy acceppting that whateva GOD blessed me with would be a great joy. I have thought of names for you if eva I should have you Yohan or Montrel for a boy.... Serinity, or Danyae for a girl I have a feelin u would bring such compassion to this world for you would be jus like me your mother you see. I had often wondered who's eyes, and nose u would have how big or small ur ears would be how bright ur smile would be I often thought of you. In my alone writing time I would evision you handsome mannerly and noble and true being all the man GOD called you to be if a girl seeing you prettier than me with eyes of love for days to inherit you would be a true gem not for the takin but for the waiting. I often thought of always wanting to protect you from hurt, harm and danger knowin all that's out of my power I would place u under GODS watch every hour, second, and minute of your life. If I shall eva give birth to you many would be sooo pleased to see you if I shall eva give birth to you. Not sure of if I want to create such life knowin I can't make u on my own I patiently wait for the man in the makin GOD has for me that I can call my own even when he arrives I'm not sure I want to give birth to you even though I often think of you. We may neva meet but in my thoughts, visions, and dreams u will live close to my heart as my submissive will for I'm afraid of child birth and all it brings but if GOD blesses me with the task I know he wouldn't give me more thank I ask or more than I can manage to bare know where eva compassion lives I will be there if I eva shall carry you in my womb it will never be too late or too soon.

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By:Mireille Robinson
Aka Miss Compassion