Jesus.

Without doubt or fear. Jesus loves you. There is nothing you can do to make God love you anymore or any less.  You are the apple of His eyes his everything.  God isn't holding anything against you.  You are loved. You are forgiven. You are redeemed. You are restored. You are accepted. You are cherished. You are adored. You are identified with Christ. There were times in my life where I doubted Gods love for me 

I thought he was mad at me punishing me. When I was so wrong. Jesus is merciful and graceful.  He doesn't operate like people. Thank God. I had to reconstruct my mind to the mind of Christ think the way He thinks. I had to be mindful of what I watched and listened to. Certain things didn't sit well in my spirit. I thank Jesus for His peace.💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞 

Know me. Feel me.

The engagement ring.

Wondering why I'm wearing this ring? Am I engaged ? Am I married ? Am I separated ? Divorced ? Wouldn't you like to know.  Frankly that's not what this is about regardless of my current status.   And what your thoughts might be on this ring. This is going to be about the  insignificance of the diamond.  the rock.  the thing some women make such a huge fuss over that I never understood.  The fact that some women place their worth in a diamond is just ridiculous to me because as a lady we need to place our worth in Jesus not a diamond. That really has  nothing to say about what and who you really are. 

I find it shallow to place everything on a ring. If the man loves you and cares for you tremendously that shouldn't matter. Whatever he can afford should be fine. The size of the diamond does not ensure the mans love for you. You can have the biggest rock and the most emptiest marriage. And you can have the smallest rock with a healthy marriage. That should be of more importance.  Not the bling bling. They say whoever they are that diamonds are a girls best friend well not this girl. I can careless about a diamond I've always been this way even to the point I use to wonder is something wrong with me ? But nothing is wrong with me I'm just different and that's ok because it sure beats being like everyone else. 

Frankly speaking the ring I originally wanted was half this size. And the friend I showed it to at the time we will call her none of your business. She was astonished at the fact that it was so small and so cheap.  She even liked at me serious as she wants to be and says "girl your worth more than this"  I gave a look like what is that suppose to mean. I then told her that the size and amount doesn't matter to me I care more about the man the marriage and how we are together. How he treats me how we treat each other. His character those things are of more significance to me. Not how much money he's dishing out for a wedding ring. Call me different call me weird call me stupid I don't care. That's the way I am. And that's the way I'm going to be because that's me. I'm not into the materialistic  aspect of things.  

So ladies please take it easy on the whole hoop la on the size of the wedding ring. Let him get what he can afford let his heart and love be bigger than the rock. And please know where your real value and worth lies it's not in the size of a rock but in Christ Jesus. The lover and maker of your soul only in Him are you whole. Know yourself. Love yourself.  Enjoy spending time with God and yourself. Then no matter what cut size ring you have wouldn't determine your worth.  Sharing my thoughts only the best way I know how. 

Mireille Robinson. 

Thoughts

Anxiety how I hate you. I really need to degrade you. Sometimes I get scared when I don't need to. I worry at time when I don't need to my heart beats fast and I think God I need you. Anxiety how I hate you. I want fear to have no place in my heart yet it creeps in and starts. 

Only prayer and Jesus can heal me of this how I want this dismissed thinking of all the things I can miss when I allow fear to be boss in my life. Supportive love friends are ideal cause sometimes I just want to be with you Jesus for real. Knowing I can't leave this earth before my time I try and invest time in care for others I'm such a lover. So many things running through my head I wonder is there enough ink in the pen. 

I really use to like you back then. Wondering why I meet you now when I think we are suppose to be together somehow. Sometimes I think being with you robs me of that deep emotional intimacy I long for. Honestly I wonder what you marry me for. At times we fight only in love or war. 

To be loved what beauty in to be loved.  As my back sure presses up against my back rest I think how much I wish you were closer so I can hug you. Conversation with you have been the smile to my sadness. I pray for the day I'm free of all fear that will no longer be a part of me. 

By: Mireille Robinson 

Lately

Roses

I absolutely love taking pics I love roses they are such beauties to me. These babies have am astounding color they bring warm cuddly smiles to my face.

Let God be your Everything.