Only prayer and Jesus can heal me of this how I want this dismissed thinking of all the things I can miss when I allow fear to be boss in my life. Supportive love friends are ideal cause sometimes I just want to be with you Jesus for real. Knowing I can't leave this earth before my time I try and invest time in care for others I'm such a lover. So many things running through my head I wonder is there enough ink in the pen.
I really use to like you back then. Wondering why I meet you now when I think we are suppose to be together somehow. Sometimes I think being with you robs me of that deep emotional intimacy I long for. Honestly I wonder what you marry me for. At times we fight only in love or war.
To be loved what beauty in to be loved. As my back sure presses up against my back rest I think how much I wish you were closer so I can hug you. Conversation with you have been the smile to my sadness. I pray for the day I'm free of all fear that will no longer be a part of me.
By: Mireille Robinson
