Thoughts

Anxiety how I hate you. I really need to degrade you. Sometimes I get scared when I don't need to. I worry at time when I don't need to my heart beats fast and I think God I need you. Anxiety how I hate you. I want fear to have no place in my heart yet it creeps in and starts. 

Only prayer and Jesus can heal me of this how I want this dismissed thinking of all the things I can miss when I allow fear to be boss in my life. Supportive love friends are ideal cause sometimes I just want to be with you Jesus for real. Knowing I can't leave this earth before my time I try and invest time in care for others I'm such a lover. So many things running through my head I wonder is there enough ink in the pen. 

I really use to like you back then. Wondering why I meet you now when I think we are suppose to be together somehow. Sometimes I think being with you robs me of that deep emotional intimacy I long for. Honestly I wonder what you marry me for. At times we fight only in love or war. 

To be loved what beauty in to be loved.  As my back sure presses up against my back rest I think how much I wish you were closer so I can hug you. Conversation with you have been the smile to my sadness. I pray for the day I'm free of all fear that will no longer be a part of me. 

By: Mireille Robinson 

Lately

Roses

I absolutely love taking pics I love roses they are such beauties to me. These babies have am astounding color they bring warm cuddly smiles to my face.

Let God be your Everything.

Just few things you may not know about me.

Few things prolly didn't know about me.
1. I've been hurt more by women than men. (why prefer male best friend)
2. I'm not as strong as people think that's cause my weakness is made strong in JESUS.
3. I do a lot of thinking praying reflecting and crying in the shower
4. I'm NOT stuck up as some have assumed in past and present.
5. I'm actually very sweet once you get to know and stop judging me off my looks. hair and gear.
6. I like natural remedies over medication
7. I love to smile Very friendly
8. My hair really is that long no weave tracks or fake hair.
9. I was sexually assaulted at the age of 19. ( attempted rape no rape thanks be to JESUS)
10. I'm not spoiled just loved
11. I hate alcohol with a passion drunk people use to scare me.

Attributes of A Woman.

To my fellow guys best way to get more physical attention from you wife is not to demand pester or black mail her about it. But to tap into her intellectually non sexually. It's when you do more non sexual things for her that she will want to more please you in ways you never imagined.

Women were made to connect. We can't have non emotional attached sex somewhere somehow we get attached we want to connect and be more than just a play thing. When a woman feels loved , secure, appreciated, acknowledged, accepted and beautiful she will more want to engage physically.

After a strained marriage or drought of emotional connection a woman can't just jump right back into sex like its nothing. It takes times lots and lots of talking, cuddling, praying together, cuddling and more and more cuddling talking intently listening. Unashamed open communication. Get comfortable enough to share anything with one another. There's an intimacy way beyond sex that sex can't touch it means so much more. To build that intimacy will set the tone for love making.

Romance for women starts before it hits the bedroom. Depending on the kind of woman you have the smallest thing can mean the most to her and turn her on. Once deposited into her love bank she doesn't forget it. Later that night you would be in for a night you won't forget. Women are delicacies we are to be handled with tender love and care. Learn the woman you have be intent and intentional about it. You won't be sorry you did.

Written By: Mireille Robinson

To my guys

To my guys.

Dear fellas,

A little heads up. A lady your wife doesn't feel special or loved just because you want sex with her or you keep groping and grabbing on her body parts. Not bashing physical touch at all just hear me out. A lady feels loved and special when you do the things you did in the beginning those things don't get old and tired. Checking on her, asking about her day, telling her you love her, doing goofy things together, laughing just because, wiping a crumb from her lips, asking her what's on her mind after months years of marriage can STILL cause a lady to feel loved and special.

Those are the things that lead to more intimate physical moments for a woman. She would feel closer and connected to you. In ways no groping grabbing and pulling on her body parts can do. Now hold her yes hug her from behind yes have physical touch yes, be affectionate yes, but don't expect a lady to feel special and loved just because you want to "do it" to her. Ladies are to be treated gentle as a flower not ruff like a thorn from a rose. Be encouraged in loving her in ways God can equip you to. And talk to her. Pray with her and for her. Have lots of non sexual intimate moments that will add to loves making. Be encouraged fellas as long as you abide in Christ you can do this.







"It's actually less lonely to be single and alone then married and lonely."

"Even great marriages have terrible years"

Hope Springs (the movie)

The thought I'm young I need to live my life party drink get drunk a couple times, club have fun have sex even experiment with some drugs before I come to CHRIST is a LIE from the pits of hell.

Being a Virgin Doesn't make you any less of a man be PROUD Of Your Virginity.

Please do not ruin your daughters chances at true love by instilling in her mind that all men do is leave. Let God heal your bitter heart before you infect others.

What kinda woman would let her husband stay in her apartment after he's just left her for another woman and now has no where else to go homeless without a penny to his name a smart Christian woman that seeks God on what to do.

A gentlemen always has her home before midnight.

"Jesus isn't afraid of anything so neither am I. I'm going to sleep"

From the mouth of a 5 year old
Child inspired me

"The LORD has a Bigger purpose besides your appearance."

"Beauty doesn't define you"
Book still lo lo

BREAKING NEWS: GOD Loves you. He Always has, always will.

Wise girl quotes

"When I dance I stomp on demons"

EGO. Edging God Out.

"When your tempted to be afraid just remember GOD STILL answers Prayers"
-- David Jeremiah

"As a Christian fear may get to visit but it doesn't get to move in "

Don't let every man parade in your secret garden. Keep reserved for HUSBAND only.

Whoever told you having sex with as many women as you can makes you more of a man LIED to you. But that lie to rest and give GOD your best.

There is Magnificent power in Praying in the Holy Spirit.

When GOD makes a Promise HE Keeps it.